Well my darling alan its the 10th jan 8 more days till i give up the old fags. this last year has gone so quick i cant belive a year ago i was sitting in the hospital and we were deciding what colour to decorate bedroom. well bedroom has been finished and i know you would have liked it. not to femanie just right . I have only the wall drobes to be made when i find the right person to do it I know you are with me here in the house i just wish i could talk to you and you would answer me . I do miss your wicked laugh and scence of humour. love you loads xxxxcaz